4 dream night

I had 4 different dreams this night including the blue horse. Two others had to do with living on a farm with a group of other people. Nothing earth shattering, just day to day stuff like telling someone who was going to look for organic peaches to get some for me too as we have not had sweet peaches in a long time. The other dream I don't remember the fine details apart from it had something to do with the farms' animals. The last dream I had was yet another dream of my ex and there was quite a bit of flirting going on. I took a great nap this afternoon where everything was quiet after such a busy night.

Hot handed prayer

I was prayed for at church today by the pastor and he anointed me with oil. I felt very hot heat coming from his hand as it was on my head during the time he prayed. I shared my anticipation for good things to come afterward.

Blue horse dream

Dream I was in the passenger seat of a car my husband was driving. He fell asleep at the wheel and something was wrong with the car. I reached over to try to bring the car to a stop from the passenger side while the car went dangerously through an intersection and I turned the wheel to avoid rear ending a truck. The car came to a stop at a parking lot where our friend Benjamin was tinkering with a heavy duty truck that he constructed out of many different parts of other trucks and it sounded very powerful. There were some other friends hanging around there and I thought perhaps someone could look at our car. I noticed that there were horses nearby and my husband saddled one up for me to ride. I was riding my horse that had silver and electric blue fur and all of the sudden the saddle fell off and I was falling upward. As I was going up I saw another horse below that was frog green color. I thought "Oh great, my man goofed up the saddle and now I am going to fall to my death". I was about 10 stories off the ground and I began flapping my arms and at the same time noticing I was not falling to my death at all. I was more like floating and I floated to the ground where I landed on my feet without problem. As I touched the ground I said to myself that God is with me and was rejoicing in Him while giving thanks.

Gold harvest

I had a soft vision as I was coming out of sleep of golden harvest as far as I could see. I am guessing it was wheat but it was definitely gold colored and I heard two words "Glory" and I cannot remember the other one grrr...

Prayer meeting

Went to prayer meeting at church for first time. I really felt I should go and be prayed for and they prayed for me. As I have done everything imaginable to be sure that I am where I should be, I am counting on the prayers of those around me to finish what God has started. When I am restored this will give a huge faith boost to all those who have prayed for me and my church is sorely needing a move of Gods healing power. I am very excited for God to show His glory through this situation and know that prayer is going to ignite a healing fire that will burn through the church and bring a flood of faith and unusual miracles to follow.

Lukewarm confessions

Whenever someone asks me how I am doing I will usually say "OK" or if I happen to be in pain I will tell them "I am hurting right now, but it will pass soon" and I will sometimes follow up with "I am not worried about it/It is only temporary because I know Jesus will restore me". I have been saying this and things according to the doctors are getting worse and worse. I have spent the past month trying to start my new treatment and my blood levels are not cooperating. This afternoon I will go to the hospital and they will test me again to see if the levels are acceptable for starting chemo. Last night in my sleep it all hit me. If I want to be healed I must stop saying things that are "lukewarm" or confessing failure. If I say "God is healing me" that is lukewarm, He has healed me! No more giving utterance of aches and pains as this gives the enemy encouragement and discounts the work that God is doing. I woke up several times in the night and each time I only thanked God for healing me, for giving me the keys of His kingdom, for allowing me to be a "son" and joint heir with Jesus Christ. I thanked Him for His Love and His Word. That I am in Him just as He is in me. I thanked Him that I am not coming to the throne to beg as a servant, but as a son through Christ Jesus I can simply ask these things of Him and they shall be done. In His name, I have the authority to operate just as Jesus did back in the day. I had already known these things, but I was allowing things to leave my tongue that are hindering me and keeping me bound. I resolve to end this kind of talk yesterday! I am only speaking the truth from here on out that I AM healed and thank you God for healing me. Our words really can kill in more ways than one.

Tsunami II

I am posting this by request as I had a dream a few days after "Tsunami" of another tsunami. I thought it was just a carnal dream but now with the Indonesia tsunami I am second guessing. In my dream I am on the 2nd or 3rd (attic) level of a house that has 2 relatively high wood framed hinged windows that were open. I was beachside and the weather was sunny and beautiful and I could see surfers having a good time catching waves. There was a gorgeous surfer in the room with me trying to kiss me but he was 18ish and therefore "too young" by my standards so I hesitated. Finally I gave in and kissed him but I found his mouth tasted stale and I stopped things right there. He continued to paw on me and try to continue and I told him that The Little One was in the room and she had a big mouth (would tell). I did not really think of my husband but had a slight sense of cheating on someone or getting away with something. My eyes were drawn upwards and out the left hand side window and I saw the swells were huge and I thought the wave is going to go over the house. I was telling the gorgeous surfer that was trying very hard to make time with me that perhaps he wants to join the 10 or so others that were gleefully taking in the unusually large waves. Just at that moment I think we need to shut the windows and they shut themselves and the wave goes over the house. I can look up and out the window to see the surfers surfing the wave above us who are inside the house. The house is solid. It does not move, and a few drops of water come in by the wooden window frame and I know we are safe. No sense of fear or anxiety or stress about the house.

Tsunami

Had a dream of being in a top floor room of a skyscraper hotel on the beach with my family. It was approaching dawn and I was thinking to go for a swim before the Little One woke up. I saw the first red glimpse of the rising sun through the sliding glass doors and then as I was watching it rise, it started to bounce wildly like it was on an elastic string. It bounced a few times and then settled back into place. A few moments later a giant tidal wave came over the area and I remarked that it washed halfway up the skyscraper I was in. We were well above the mayhem and the Little One did not even wake up and my husband and I were remarkably calm given the situation. I woke up feeling calm but somewhat curious about the bouncing sun and tsunami.