Holy Spirit timing

Before napping I asked the Holy Spirit (again) to help me to speak in tongues. While I was napping I heard the Lord explain that "the Holy Spirit works in His time, and He will show Katie this truth as well". I do not know anyone named Katie, but had the impression that it might be someone at the home group that I am going to tonight, so I will share that with them and see...

p.s.-I went to the home group and shared about what God had given me. There is a Kate who goes to the group but she has not been coming the past few weeks due to some difficulties. I was told they will relay the message to her and that she has been going through a lot lately.

p.s.s.-Wrote an email to the unknown Kate to explain everything directly, as I felt this was best.

Mandala of the heart

I was supposed to do another chemo yesterday and I have been feeling really weak, dizzy, and had a REALLY tough chemo the week before. I was convinced that my blood work would not be right for doing the treatment and saw a doctor at the day clinic there who took all things into account, consulted with another doctor and decided to withhold my treatment this week due to many factors even though my blood was alright for chemo. This left me feeling like I may have inadvertently interfered with the will of The Father. I spent my quiet time before Him asking for a confirmation that I was not disobedient in any way and repenting in case of any wrongdoing on my behalf. I went to bed and had a night of dreams with symbols, answers, and such to affirm that I am with Him and He loves me and that everything is fine. Everything is as it should be. I was told a few other things: Each truth in scripture that becomes a reality/imprinted in the heart of the believer becomes a bead in the mandala of the heart of the believer. At this time I asked God if the Ishmael line would be restored or destroyed during the next movement and the answer was immediate: restored. This is great for all of us. Unity!

Erodification

I awoke last night with the phrase God is doing an erodification. While being quiet today I heard the same word erodification. Erodification is technically not a word, but I will assume we can draw from the root word of erode.

1. To wear (something) away by or as if by abrasion: Waves eroded the shore.

2. To eat into; corrode.

3. To make or form by wearing away: The river eroded a deep valley.

4. To cause to diminish or deteriorate as if by eating into or wearing away: "Long enduring peace often erodes popular resolution" (C.L. Sulzberger).

v.intr.

To become worn or eaten away: The cliffs have eroded over the centuries. Public confidence in the administration eroded.

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[Latin rdere, to gnaw off, eat away : -, ex-, ex- + rdere, to gnaw; see rd- in Indo-European roots.]

Communion

I have begun taking communion every day and today is my 3rd day in. I had a great deal of pain in my chest before taking and I was instantly relieved of this pain after taking the bread. There is life in The Blood.

Prayer of the morning

Some friends came over to play our weekly game. I made a request of Kreish to sing a Psalm over me as he is of Jewish origin and he used to do this sort of thing in temple as a kid. He brought everyone over to hold hands around me, to make a house of "bisous" and begrudgingly sung a prayer of the morning. I was deeply touched and instantly had less pain in my chest.

Sunday school

Went into a trance and was told that I could use the Sunday school material on the Little One every week. There are usually several suggestions for activities to do with the kids and I can use all of them on the Little One during the week to enforce the Sunday teachings in her life. This would have never entered my mind if God did not tell me, what a great idea!